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Oy.. well another school year started. Sure it's fine it's school so no one really likes it right? I swear I am the strangest person ever, like last year I was all excited to come to school, like being on my own finally, meeting new people and all that junk and I was just like "Alright! college.. im growing up!" no traces of homesickness what so ever, maybe the occasional missing of my moms and sister but that was it. But now, after having worked at Max & Erma's all summer, like ALL summer (seriously, in my spare time, if I had any, I would pick up shifts to make money for my apartment and to spend time with my freinds at work and of course my lovely man Tony. ) I just did not wanna come back this year.. I am not having the greatest time I thought I would be having. I am going to have to sitck it out cause I dont want to just drop out like a lot of my peers are doing, plus if I wanna transfer to MSU they might be more accepting of me if I transfer from a University rather than a community college. I get sudden waves of sadness and loneliness from time to time.. I dont think Im depressed in the least bit cause it's not interfering with my life in an extreme way I just miss my freinds and boyfreind is all. Anyways gotta go to class.
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[09 Apr 2007|02:11pm] |
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So yeah I just registered for my classes today.. I really like them..
Fall courses at EMU:
Public Speaking 224 (9:00-9:50am) M W F
Interpersonal Communication 227 (11:00-11:50am) M W F
Fundamentals of Acting 158 (9:30-10:45am) T Th
Philosophy of Relgion 215 (11:00-12:15pm) T Th
Reading of Literature: Drama 103 (2:00-3:15pm) T Th
Im looking forward to the Fall semester.
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[28 Mar 2007|05:16pm] |
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So just your basic update from Eastern Michigan.
Umm Let's talk about Friends... So yeah I've come to realize who my real friends are and who I was basically being used by. Take my suitemates for example, they are awsome!!! I'm so glad that I started talking to them this semester. I'm also glad that I started Lee too, cause if I hadn't talked to them and befriended them then I would not be living with Lee next year and living nextdoor to Brandon and Jeremy. They are cool guys, I got lucky in that department.. however I did get screwed over in the other friendship department.. Cooper is basically a back stabbing skanky bitchy whore... in a nut shell I mean ok.. maybe I was a little wrong to call her that because.. it's not the full length version.. I meant to add in morose and controlling and a spoiled little brat in the mix too. I just realized how I have been walked all over too many times in Middle and High School and I don't need it in college.
Umm School.. Classes are getting kinda rough but still keeping up, so yay for me!!! I cannot wait until my last final and leave the Freshman dorms FOREVER!!!!! I seriously hate the dorms right now... mainly b/c I am on a floor of all guys who are kinda stupid and you can tell they are Freshman, right out of High School (minus my freinds that is..). Yeah and Brian.. he's a cool kid and all, and I like how he's totally ok with the whole me being.. well me thing, but I cannot stand it when he brings over his frat brothers to drink, then he goes out and comes back with even more frat brothers and skanky girls and wants to party while I am trying to either study/do homework/or hey, even SLEEP! holy crap he is getting on my last nerve!!!!!!!!!!
Umm Chris... I don't even know what we are anymore, last I heard we are on a break until April (because in April, he will have more time to spend with me and not at rehearsal and a bunch of other stuff) umm the rest is just between me and Chris, so yeah.
The rest is just normal usual stuff.. family's good, health is good I don't cheer again until try outs in April and Summer is so close I can almost feel it man!!! so excited! I cannot wait to go home for 4 months!!!!
That's pretty much what is going on right now... so yeah.
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[30 Jan 2007|11:48pm] |
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Yeah... so I really dont use this thing a lot like I used to in High School. Well just gonna sum up my life for you all...
Boyfriend: Chris and I had a fight? I use the question mark because it was technically a fight but I was unaware of it until like Friday. But don't worry, we made up yesterday... apperently I just need to give him his space which I totally agree with because like when we first started dating, I was basically over at his apartment like every night, and yeah it was nice but then when I was home for Christmas break it killed me not seeing him for two weeks (I saw him for New Years eve weekend but then he had to go back home afterwards, so total two weeks). and plus I made new friends and I got a little shit from them always asking why I was never in the dorm, so I totally agree with his plan on giving one another space. Plus he has a lead in the newst show so Im going to see him less and less and when that time comes he'll be calling me more wanting to spend time with me so it all works out in my favor! tehe!
School: School is surprisingly easier second semester. I'm loving all my classes and I am doing well in all of them so far!!
Friends: I NEED to goo home soon for a weekend because all my home freinds and old freinds who I miss dearly I have not been the greatest at keeping in touch which fricken blows!! But I love my school friends!!!!!!!!
that basically sums up my life in a nut shell.
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[15 Jan 2007|01:56am] |
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I am SO sleepy right now!!!!
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| A post not about Carl |
[09 Dec 2006|12:50am] |
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A certain someone whose name I will not mention who is the lead role in Pippin told someone something about someone who did something bad and there was something involved. Channuka!!!!
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| Loooooong time... |
[28 Nov 2006|10:33am] |
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So its been a while no? I dont know, I just don't feel the need to update this thing as often as I should. No I take that back, I shouldn't have to update this thing on a daily basis.. if nothing THAT exciting is happening in my life then why write about it on this thing in the first place? I'm sorry if this entry is making me sound like a bitch, but that is only because I am in my computer class right now, which I hate anyways, because I don't understand computers at all and my professor won't teach us how to do something because we should already know what we are doing once we signed up for this class, but the thing is, I didn't sign up for this class, it was the only computer class open when I was first doing my schedule, plus its a 200 level class and Im a Freshman... *sigh* plus the students are no help, I ask help, which is what I was told to do by my acidemic advisor because I need a D- to pass this class.. and they just give me this look like "why are you talking to me?" and Im not gonna lie I don't think I even have the D- that I need for this class, but our semester project seems very easy once I get the hang of it, like I already know what Im going to do for it and am already getting ideas for my graphics and such for my presentation so if I get a good grade on that maybe that will bump me up to a D-.ewww just the thought that I am setteling for a D- makes me sick, but that is how much I dislike hate loath this class, I am willing to have a high 2.0 GPA because of this class, because in all my other classes, I am doing quite well in, because my professors actually teach me things, and they make me feel smart, and not stupid just because I don't know what a zip drive is (which I do, but it was the only computer lingo that I could think of at the time) . uhg, i think Chris's stressful energy is wearing off on me now too. For those of you who do not know Chris is my boyfreind, and he makes me so happy, he is just so good to me. omg only 25 more minutes in this class. but the major buzz kill is that I have to take this test that I missed because of a funeral, now mind you, most professors would understand if you could not make a test day due to a funeral, but Remp tells me "Well you should have scheduled the make up test way before Thanksgiving break, now because you failed to do so, I will have to deduct some points off your exam beause you could not be here for the exam". OKAY WHAT! ok I understand the part about me not scheduling my make up exam eariler, but also because I was home?! for a funeral none the less, and the bitch even said to me in an email that the pain could never go away and how I am in her thoughts and prayers and that I can have as much time as I need to schedule the make up exam.. but I.. oy!!!! I just cannot wait until next semester that way I will not have to deal with Ann Remp ever again, or take another computer class here at EMU. I need to not be around such negative energy all the time (namely Remps class) I believe we only have three more weeks until finals? am i wrong? I could be... I could double check. Ok so like three and a half weeks until semester closes... this just means that I cannot skip this class for three and a half weeks, take the exam (which I believe is we just persent our power point to the class) and be like "Peace out Remp, I never have to take your class again sucka!" I promise you I will totally say that! lol ok, now its only 15 minutes of hell until I get to go to one of my favorite classes, health. The only reason I like health is because our professor puts up slides, we copy them down and then she goes "alright, well see you next class" basically I just sumed up my health class for you. ok I feel like I have been ranting for long ass time so I will simply leave this entry with this.. I never want to take computers with Remp ever again!!!!
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[03 Nov 2006|05:17pm] |
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A VERY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FREIND ABBY!! I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!!!
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[25 Oct 2006|02:40pm] |
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1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!
1.) How am I feeling today?
Oh, The thinks you can think -Seussical
2.) How will I feel getting married?
More I Cannot wish you- Guys and Dolls
3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
The one feather tail of Miss Gertrude McFuzz- Seussical
4.) College is?
Problem Girl- Rob Thomas
5.) I am...
Come to my Garden/Lift me up- Secret Garden
6.) How is today?
Chirstmas Bells- RENT
7.) What is in store for this week?
Leader of the Pack- Shangrilas
8.) What song best describes my parents?
Optimistic Voices- Wizard of Oz
9.) How is my life going?
Chasing the Whos- Seussical
10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
Notice me, Horton- Seussical
11.) How does the world see me?
If I only had a hreat (extended version)- Wizard of Oz
12.) My friends think...
The Speed test- Throughly Modern Millie
13.) My life is...
Amayzing Gertrude- Seussical
14.) This makes me happy...
Biggest Blame Fool- Seussical
15.) What should I do with my life?
Today 4 U- RENT
16.) I will be happy when...
Grow for me- Little Shop od horrors
17.) What is some good advice?
The Music of the Night- Phantom of the Opera
18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
Another one bites the dust- Queen
19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Ever the Same- Rob Thomas
20.) The type of men/women i like are...
For good- Wicked
21.) How will you feel on your wedding day?
Mama, I'm a big girl now- Hairspray
22.) What should I do with my love life?
Cooties- Hairspray
23.) What will your neighborhood be like?
I can hear the bells- Hairspray
24.) What will be your dying words?
Cool- Gwen Stefani
25.) What is your favorite thing to do?
Green eggs and ham (curtian call)- Seussical
26.) Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Take me of leave me- RENT
27.) What are your plans for tomorrow?
Fantasies Come true- Avenue Q
28.) What is your current mood?
Hanky Panky- Tommy James & The Shondells
29.) Are you in love?
I am an Illusion- Rob Thomas
30.) Your thoughts on this survey?
The Show must go on- Queen
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| This is strange... |
[03 Oct 2006|05:47pm] |
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Just how my title is... because on sunday, I thought "Oh great, another practice, joy!" but it was actually really great! I got my fricken toss chair and I did some great back handsprings... THEN on top of that, I was put into a tower stunt.. it was awsome!!!! THEN monday night was fuckin' HEAVEN!!!! to the people who were there, they know why, and only they will know! lol ;-) and then today, Tuesday, Im cheering at a volleyball game and I get my uniform and everything today!!! so far, looking like agood week!!!
hope this didnt jinks anything! *knocks on wood*
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[25 Sep 2006|08:31pm] |
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I would like to say CONGRATS TO ALL WHO GOT PARTS IN PIPPIN!!!!! This is gonna be a great fuckin' show! I am So excited.
to anyone who I might've called over the weekend... Im sorry! lol
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Ok lets face it... I just want to fast forward the next 4 years be done with college and be in NYC with my fabulous boyfriend in Manhattan in a NICE apartment and Im working a BIG PR firm.
that is all.
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[13 Sep 2006|11:08am] |
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So... rememebr that time I didnt go to my History class because my teacher was on strike.... it happened.
Remember that one time I went to his class and he didn't show up and I got up for nothing... it happened
And remember that time he was actually holding class and I go to the correct buliding and floor, just the wrong room and I basically watch a movie about race and take notes on it, and then after class i realize that I was in the wrong class and that my actual class was just next door...
it happened.
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[10 Sep 2006|09:37pm] |
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So yeah, I am so incredibly sore, like I am gonna sleep SO damn good tonight! and the reasoning behind alll this pain...
I MADE THE EMU CHEER TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know what they say.. no pain no game!
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Woah buddy!
I feel as though I am trying out for a musical or a play in High School, but Im not... Im trying out for cheerleading here at EMU. Now I don't want to sound like an arrogant asshole or like a typical actor, but if this was an audition, I would be nervous but know that I did a damn good job! for cheerleading, Im not so sure, because last time I tried out they said I wasn't good enough (this is for BHS). Oy vey, I havent been this nervous since my first audition for BHS. I hope I do well and make the team, or what they call here, "Spirit Squad".
Wish me luck!
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Well, Happy 18th Birthday to me!!!!! Thank god Im finally legal... an offical adult!!!!! anywho wanna know how I soent my 18th birthday..... yeah I moved into my dorm room, and did stupid freshman things for Eastern all day! I met my roommate finally today... hes real cool... I am going to quote Emma Ritchie as I say this.."I think the roommate gods looked down upon me and smiled for I have the greatest roommate ever!" ok, I might've over exaggerated a tad bit, but whatever! lol I am not yet fully moved into my dorm room yet, still gotta make it homie and somewhat my place. I need to try out for cheerleading like before I die.. i learned my schools fight song today and its alright... cheesey like all the others, but you know...my suitemates know my roommate from High School, so automatic pals right there, they're really cool guys. I like where I am living right now. I was so nervous and scared before and when I got here, but I really like it here... but I would like to check out Central, just to see what it like and all the jazz... but dont tell Eastern, apperently thats our biggest rival (learned that today) so anyways teachers still on strike, what else is new and a cool roommate. I thank my moms and sister for helping me move into my dorm room today, I think I'll really like it here. well peace out bitches...
I'M FINALLY 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Im growing up |
[01 Sep 2006|08:24pm] |
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Well its offical... My teacher are on strike, I might have to take a pointless class that will basically just waste my time, I bought my text books for my classes and I saw the hall I am living in starting tomorrow... so far it doesn't suck to badly. Oh and in less than 4 hours I turn 18... meaning Im legal and an actual adult. WoooHooo
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| Update |
[28 Aug 2006|02:14pm] |
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So yeah my summer has been really good! I really enjoyed my summer. but lets take a little time to review my summer....
+ My Grad party
+ Hanging out with my freinds
+ Getting a job at Tamarack
- Getting heat stroke (but not as bad as Emily)
+ Coming home with my money!!!!
+++ Drama Dork dinner/Seeing Emma before she left for NY
------- Getting a fever of 104.3, basically feeling so shitty all weekend while meeting really cute gay guys/moving in my sister
+ College
I am so nervous and excited all at the same time for college, like I have said previously, but like the sooner it comes the more like sick I feel and Ahhhh. At least I'll be going to college with some freinds and hopefully I'll make new ones. I don't want to grow up!!!! hehe
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| Its coming, get excited |
[23 Aug 2006|03:05pm] |
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ATTN: All of Nicks freinds... Its coming, get excited...
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